Gandpa Jack
I had just ordered dismissal from work. I felt
my life stopping in a certain way, my mind was getting too quiet as balls of
hay were passing rolling from a side to another of inside the brain to the
disquieting sound of silence. That morning I got up as usual, mid afternoon and
I´ve decided that silence was driving me crazy. I´ve decided I would get myself
rid of the deaf dust housed in my temples. I wanted a guitar. I had money and
creativity was dying little by little, so that seemed the most clever thing to
do.
I put on a ordinary clothes and went out
stepping at all the instrument stores I´d find in my path. They showed me
guitars, they talked about the wood, the fabrication, the brand… But the balls
of hay were still rolling.
I was tired.
I stopped at a store.
There were old guitars.
Would you have a blues guitar? I asked.
Grandpa Jack came down the stairs. He was the type of guy who didn´t
attract women in a long time. Striped, green and yellow flower stamps would
cover his body. It was like time had passed by and he hadn´t come to realize
that.
A few scratches and scars here and there.
Marks of age.
And I believed I´d die in silence. He sang.
I shook his hand.
I heard the sound of the trails.
Grandpa Jack smelled like aged wood and Whisky. He sang me some notes
among a sharp Mississippi accent .
Close ya eyes. Mumbled the old man.
The sun would go down the horizon, orange and warm above the huge fields
of cotton flowers. The dry and reddish trails of the train would parboil
distorting the ground clay. Grandpa Jack would chew tobacco humming sad notes
while lulling the young body to a rocking chair.
I see the temple dust going away along with the wing, giving room to the
hoarsely humming of the old Jack.
Oh It is good to be back. He sings.
It´s been time I didn´t sing ta anybody.
Music builds train trails
From where I come from,
The ion mumbles and moans
To the crying souls seeking their freedom
Where the house of the rising sun
Awaits always welcoming, hopeful
So close we rise to run
To sing our stories, so wonderful
With no theory no prose
To laugh
To cry
And to
finally remind
There´s
no barriers nor chains
Only
hope remains
And
once again
Silence
is silent to the numbing song
To be
heard, to be loved
To the
voice I thought would die alone
Once again I open my eyes, I´m back at the store. Grandpa Jack is
sitting on my lap, his wood smells like good old whisky, and his voice quiets
for a moment. However I smile knowing every time I want I can go back to the
House of the rising sun where his voice remains eternal.
By Camille Hughes
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